enthusiasm. (from my story. mystery, entry on March 12, 2011)

When was the last time you felt excited for tomorrow?

Things have changed, and still are changing. Some are getting back to what they used to be back then, and some are becoming a new page to write good stories into. Tomorrow is no exception of these changes. By the next day, you would be back on track doing one of the things you love to do. Waking up early and going to that place to sit for a while and listen. You would also start to have a chance to talk to someone again and ask if that someone could give you something that is way too personal to take into account.

There are hesitations, but you somehow want to do this, for you know that it will bring you back to them. You have failed several times in telling them how you really feel, and now’s your chance to tell who you really are and what they really are to you.

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secrets.

Each of us, no matter how transparent, have best kept secrets. We never know what we'll find out of someone or what others might find out about us. Whether important or not, bad or good, we all have something that we hide, for the sole reason that our very personality depends on it. We do our best to keep them hidden, to keep them intact, even if it torments your very soul, we still keep it inside us, for the fear that when it comes out, everything that you built would be considered as a lie. Some secrets destroy other people when it goes public, and some secrets would destroy the face of the person that hid it so well. Some secrets however, are very precious and sweet. Feelings of love, feelings of hidden concern and compassion that you cannot show for you prefer it that way. Secretly having a concern and helping someone important to you. Not letting them know the good things that you do for them. Strange, but it does happen. One thing's for sure, every secret is different, and it's up to us if we reveal them or not, and it's up to that secret, if it will flower up or shower you down with thorns.

credits to http://www.sundaysessions.net for the photo.

when music dies.

We dance and feel for a certain kind of music, but whatever happens when the music dies? Others usually continue with what they were doing and some might not even listen to it again. But when we really felt the music, we tend to repeat it over and over again until it grows in us. But what if we get tired to dancing to that music? What if it starts to die inside us? We continue on, minding other tunes and rhythms in life, the songs forgotten and melodies replaced. It's truly a sad phenomenon, when people just go on with their lives, with faded memories of that once favorite tune, waiting to be played again.

credits to farm4.static.flickr.com for the photo.

do mi sol do.

A great man once told that notes on a chord are like friends. They sound good together and the others won't let the other one down. Music really represents life itself, that's why people fall in love with it and get immersed by its beauty and mystery. That may also be the reason why music has been the language of our hearts. One can find the perfect music for what he or she feels, and if not, they could simply create one that defines a new level of emotion and representation. Music is such a dynamic thing, it exists in so many forms and is deeply mended into history. Music really is a wonderful thing, one worth appreciating, and I thank my friends who made me immerse myself in its magic, cause I'm loving every bit of it.

listen.

Music really gets into our mood. When times get rough, we listen to music. When we feel overjoyed and thankful, we listen to music. When we work or when we do things, we also listen to music. It's everywhere, it's that one thing that still remains a mystery to everyone, why music became a fundamental part of our lives. Why can't we live without it? Why can't we finish our day without ever listening to it? It's really something that we should be thankful of, for without it, I don't think I'll be typing right now for I won't even be existing.

angel.

We all hope for that one angel to come who saves us from all of the worries and troubles that we have in life. That one Godsend who makes us smile with their simple smile and actions.

detrimental actions. (post from another chapter, October 13, 2010)

We do things today that we never thought would have harmful effects tomorrow. Restating, there are things today that we are aware could have harmful effects tomorrow, yet we still continue doing it. How come? Is it part of being an imperfect entity? Is it part of being a human being that is very vulnerable of mistakes? Or are we just so arrogant that we think we could face the consequences?

What we always cling upon even, is that we feed on the sweet words of those around us. Words that only bring illusions; speaking about hidden opportunities like God has other plans, or “closed doors and opened windows”. These are treasures and hopes for those who failed, but not for those who failed because it’s their fault to begin with. Words of encouragement only feed us false hopes and dreams that are yet to be failed. Seems bitter enough, but true in its sense. People who made mistakes in the process don’t deserve to be given false encouragements, for it would only make them weaker, dependent on what others call destiny or "God’s way". Yes, God has plans for us, but how will we be able to fulfill those plans if we would just again fail it? Saying God has a plan could only be honestly told to those who did not want trouble to meet them, those who did their best but yet failed. But for those who failed for they did not look straightforward to their objective cannot be told that God willed it, for it’s cause  they willed to fail.


We make actions that we are aware could bring us harm and worry, so we should know how to face them for it’s a byproduct of our mischief to begin with. What we can do is to change, not to depend on the comforts of God, for He won’t favor on that. What He will be pleased to know, is that we learn from our faults and act as soon as possible, with our faith directed towards Him.